(continued from other column)
Let me digress for a moment to talk
about the chronological order of the Luke 5 passage. Thomas and
Gundry put Luke 5:1-11 between Mark 1:39 and 1:40 because 1:39 is
“parallel” to Luke 4:44 while Mark’s next verse (Mark 1:40) is
“parallel” to Luke’s passage 12 verses later (Luke 5:12—with the
“extra calling” in between!). In a footnote (p 52), the scholars
also explain: “The sequence of Luke’s account, along with several
differences in detail from Matthew and Mark, probably indicates
this call came later than the one described in Section 47 [Matt
4:18-22 and Mark 1:16-20]. For example, Simon and Andrew were not
fishing from a boat in Matthew and Mark, but they were in Luke. In
Matthew and Mark, Jesus did not enter a boat as He did in Luke.
Luke records a great catch of fish, but Matthew and Mark say
nothing about one. Hence, it appears that the two pairs of
brothers went back to their fishing trade after the tour of
Section 50 [Matt 4:23-24, Mark 1:35-39, Luke 4:42-44].”
5. I’m convinced that I’m a sinner—I’m not perfect. Jesus, please
forgive me and give me Your promised inner peace.
This
brings us to today’s main passage (Luke 5:1-11), where Peter
clearly reaches Step 5. Jesus gets into
the boat of his friends Peter and Andrew, preaches a while as the
guys mend their nets, and then performs yet another miracle. This
is too much for Peter, who finally feels that deep conviction that
he is a needy sinner—an essential element for anyone who desires a
permanent, life-changing relationship with Jesus.
According to Luke 5:7-8:
“…they came and filled both the boats
[with the miraculous catch of fish], so that they began to sink.
8 When Simon Peter saw it, he fell down
at Jesus’ knees, saying, ‘Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O
Lord!’”
6.
I’m a follower, publically calling myself a Christian. In
gratitude, I give You my life. Mold me into Your image, with a
heart to do Your will.
Of course, Peter doesn’t waste time,
taking Step 6 as he and his partners ‘leave everything to
follow Jesus.’ This time, because he had walked through all of
the steps in his many encounters with Jesus, Peter’s commitment
was permanent, and he remained Jesus’ committed disciple for the
rest of his life. Quoting Thomas and Gundry again: “After
responding to this second call, they seem to have remained with
Jesus permanently. Following His crucifixion they did, however,
return to fishing (cf. Sec 255 [John 21:1-25]).” (p52)
That
reference to Peter’s post-resurrection fishing trip is worth a
closer look, for it allows us to demonstrate Peter’s progressive
faith-walk in one more way, as Jesus again calls Peter to “follow
Me.” This account shows that discipleship is a life-long process,
just as the Believer’s love for Jesus keeps growing.
Once again, Peter has returned to
fishing, perhaps because he didn’t know what else to do. Jesus had
died and risen, but wasn’t there to be physically “followed”
anymore. Peter had seven of the disciples out fishing all night,
but they had caught nothing—until Jesus showed up. Yes, there was
another miraculous catch of fish (153 fish, to be exact—I’ve
always wondered which one got the job of counting those fish!).
John figured out first who the stranger on the shore was, and when
he told Peter, Peter jumped in and swam to shore. If that is not
Step Seven—“I’m in love with You, Lord”—then I don’t know what to
call it!
7. I’m in love with You, Lord. I’ve left all, embraced my cross,
and count it all gain because “YOU are worthy!”
The interchange between Jesus and Peter
in John 21: 1-25 is full of meaning. I remember being a junior in
college when Professor Eckland told us that two Greek words for
love are being used here—and this gets lost when the English
translators simply use “love” for both. One of the words (the one
Jesus keeps using) is agape, which refers to an
unconditional type of love—the kind of love God has for us. The
other, which Peter uses in his responses, is phileo, or
“brotherly love.” I can still hear the professor saying: “Phileo
is our kind of love. You know, ‘I’ll love you if you love me’.”
Keep that in mind when you read John 21:
1-25. Jesus says, “Do you love me unconditionally?” Peter replied,
“I love you with brotherly love.” Jesus repeats His question with
the “higher” standard of love: “Do you love me unconditionally?”
Peter repeats his watered-down answer: “Yes, Lord; You know that I
love You with brotherly love.”
But here’s the kicker. Jesus changes the
verb when He asks again! “He said to him the third time, ‘Simon,
son of Jonah, do you love Me with brotherly love?”
Well of course “Peter was grieved” by
this response—he had already used that verb twice! So Peter said
to Him, “Lord, You know all things; You know that I love You with
brotherly love.”
My professor said that Jesus was trying
to call Peter to “God’s kind of love”, but when He changed the
verb it was like Jesus was saying: “I hear you saying that
‘brotherly love’ is the best you can do right now, and I’ll take
it. But don’t forget there is a higher standard to strive for.”
And Peter never forgot, for in Peter’s
letters, he speaks about loving with God’s unconditional
form of love at least three times, including 1 Peter 1:22: “Since
you have purified your souls in obeying the truth through the
Spirit in sincere love of the brethren, love one another fervently
with a pure heart.” (See also 1 Peter 1:8 and 2:17.) Because Jesus
had accepted “the best he could offer at the time”, Peter’s love
for Jesus eventually grew into that higher form to which we are
all called.
Finally, take a look at John 21:19-22, a
few verses down from the “love dialog”. Jesus has just told Peter
that Peter would glorify God by being crucified, which history
tells us happened in about AD 64, somewhere near where the Vatican
is today (a church called St Peter’s has been there from the
fourth century). Picking up in verse 19:
“And when Jesus had spoken this, He said to Peter, “Follow Me.”
20 Then Peter, turning around, saw the disciple
whom Jesus loved [John] following…. 21 Peter,
seeing him, said to Jesus, “But Lord, what about this man?”
22 Jesus said to him, “If I will that he remain
till I come, what is that to you? You follow Me.”
I don’t hear a rebuke in Jesus’ words,
only love. It was like He was saying: Peter, I’ve got a big job
for you to do. It is not going to be easy, and from the world’s
perspective you will fail. But I know how much you love me, and
together we CAN do this. I know you think you don’t love me
enough, right now, but trust Me when I say that you will feel
differently before you die. From the very ground where you die, I
will raise up My church. So, this isn’t about you, or “that
disciple” or anyone else. No matter what others do, you
follow Me.
And isn’t that what Jesus says to all of
His children? Give Me whatever you have. I’ll take you, vile
sinner, just like you are, but I love you too much to leave you
the same. Follow Me as we work harder, and climb higher,
until you finally see what your mind can’t even conceive of—the
glorious future that I have prepared for all who truly love Me. (1
Cor 2:9)
In closing, I hope this quick look at
the context of Peter’s “call” has been encouraging. Maybe you have
a friend who seems hesitant to “commit everything” to Jesus; well,
be patient, and keep doing what you can to bring that friend
closer and closer to Jesus.
Or maybe you are that
friend; you are attracted to the Christian message or to the
characteristics you see in the Christians you know—maybe one of
them even brought you here today. I hope you saw yourself in one
of those “steps” I outlined. As Jesus reveals Himself to you,
respond with whatever level of commitment you can give.
Jesus will walk with you there, and He will keep calling you to
know Him better.
Which brings us to the rest of us. I
hope you saw today that God’s “call” is not a one-time event, but
rather a lifelong, growing relationship. What new level of
commitment is God calling YOU to today? If you are looking over
your shoulder like Peter, asking “What about him?”, I hope you
heard Jesus’ reply: “What is that to you? YOU follow me.”
Somewhere along the way, Jesus may ask
you to “forsake everything and follow Him”; but when that day
comes, you will have seen enough to be convinced that He is worthy
of whatever being His disciple entails. And our
obedience will come with such a sense of His love, that it will
seem more like being set free from those old boats
and old nets, instead of sacrifice. Or, in the words of Michael
Card’s song (that I will try to sing for you now): “It is hard to
imagine the freedom we find, from the things we leave behind.”
[You can find Michael Card's lyrics at www.higherpraise.com/lyrics/cool/t/869.htm]
“Thomas & Gundry” refers to A Harmony of the Gospels,
Robert L Thomas & Stanley N Gundry, Moody Press 1981.